im not sure what exactly it is that's making me feel antsy and a little bit anxious, but I think its a combination of things that semi-make me want to drop kick everything Im doing right now and become some peace loving tree hugging hippie with absolutely no ambition or plans.
maybe its a combination of things thats making me want to stop whatever I'm doing and pursue other interests: my new shitty family life, my mental rotation for this program, the fact that the sun is starting to come out in Portland, and etc...etc...etc...etc...
not that I'd actually do it cuz im like a billion dollars in debt right now for school. But I am willing, however, to make a compromise with myself: for every 5 days that I'm slaving away at this nerd shizz I will dedicate one whole day to do something completely insane or swoop up on some random ass hobby.
sooo at the top of my list for now: next weekend Im going to dabble in a little in-door rock climbing and maybe if I have spare time go explore the city a bit more.
oh and quick note-to-self: biaaa you need to start looking for a job like a legit human being. mkaaay thanks.
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